Baby was asleep in my arms when we brought her to Nanny's place and was placed on the bed. After 1-2 minutes, she woke up (didn't cry) and was looking around at the new environment. As hubby was hungry, we left the place very soon to have our brunch. I thought we'll be coming up shortly and hence, I didn't say goodbye to baby.
When we were walking out to the lift, I heard her cry. Felt so bad and wanted to go back to explain to her. But we decided to just leave her be. After brunch, we went back and Baby was fine. We spend another 30 mins at the Nanny's place together before we left her.
When I reached home, I cried while pumping. It's barely 3 hours and I miss her already.
Today is the second day that Baby is there. I feel much better. I could read, pump, eat, bathe, nap at ease and am surfing the net now. Tonight, we'd be going to wean her off the pacifier with cold turkey treatment. Because mommy is really tired waking up every hour to put the pacifier back into her mouth. I can't be doing this when I need to go back to work soon.
I just need Hubby to inform the in-laws that I have not fainted and we are doing this because we know that it's the best for baby. It's better to wean her off now than later. Same for the night feeds wean off training. Another week of endurance.
She is now 4 months, 3 weeks old. I think we are not being cruel by depriving her of the pacifier. In the first place, I don't really like her taking it at all.
