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02 May 2017

Last moments at Mcnair




And G shifted back with us. She still chose us eventually, despite no aircon. The last few moments we spent together at a rented place before we have to shift again. The owner cheated my deposit and I hope God will take care of him.

Anyway, their biological father refused to house us. When I told him that his kids have nowhere to go, we will have to roam around the streets, he replied "that's your problem". So i will cease paying for the tpy flat soon. I am paying and he is staying there for free, enjoying the whole house.

我们一家人(referring to the kids and me) 要弄得四分五裂。太可怜了。

And of course, I am not saying where we will shift next. He will not know.

27 March 2017

We will be poor




We will be poor but we will be happier. Hang in there girls!

06 February 2017

Happy 3rd Birthday E



Happy Birthday E. This is the first year I bought a birthday cake instead of baking one. I feel so bad that I always didnt seem to put in much effort for E. Furthermore, I am unable to bake this year because we haven't found a place yet and I am forbidden entry into my TPY flat. 

My parents were there with us for the school celebration. E was exceptionally sticky to me when I was in school. She would ask me to carry her, whine and whine when I am not by her side. After school, we went to City Square for steamboat with my parents. 


On that Sunday, we went to the zoo with my best friend, Elin to celebrate for E. It was her second time to the zoo. And Elin gave her a pair of sunglasses and treated us to KFC lunch. We were out from 9.30 am to 8 pm. It was so tiring for me especially because more than half the time, she wants to be carried.





First time drinking Sprite

On the way home


Mommy loves you and is so proud to be your mommy. You always help me in your little ways whenever you can. When you knew that I have fever, you fed me the whole bowl of oats until the last mouthful. Whenever I sweep the floor, you come and offer help. Whenever, I feel down, you came and ask me "mommy, what happen? your face look sad".

When you get upset with me, you hit me, you say nasty things but the next day you say that "we are a family" again. Yes, we are a family, we stay together in good times and in bad. We don't quit on one another.

Thank you so much baby, for being in my life.
You have shown and taught me things that I didn't notice sometimes.