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23 December 2010

Feeling pregnant 2

Suddenly have the urge to buy milk. I rarely take cold drinks (whether gassy or non gassy) but I had the urge to drink it. Milk is good because it's good for the bones. I also have been having endless hiccups for more than 3 days throughout the day. Today, I didn't have spotting and I'm feeling dry underneath. Observing myself day after day and waiting for Dec 30 for my first testing.

Last night, I had one drop of spotting in brown after a day of dryness. I thought it's unusual and I kinda worry. This morning while brushing my teeth, the holy spirit prompted me to visit the doctor and tell her my concern. Seriously, seeing a doctor is the last thing that crosses my mind. All along, my intention is to do a pregnancy test first before seeing doctor.

Doctor Victoria agreed that I may be pregnant. And I may assume to be so until I experience massive bleeding, which would then mean either I've a miscarriage or that i dun have a baby when my menses are here. Meanwhile, she gave me two days MC to rest and folic acid. I have to lie down alot, avoid exercise, squatting and carrying heavy things.

Well, I may not be pregnant afterall but she said let's not take the risk, in case I am. I feel so glad that at least someone understands, someone doesn't think that I'm crazy or thinking too much that I may be pregnant. Coz I really feel so. I guess I know my body better than anyone else. And nothing like these sensation and signals and symptoms were ever felt and observed.

Doctor Victoria also asked me to stop my minocycline (my acne pills from Doctor Goh at Paragon) and just take good care of myself.

Right now, I just try not to sneeze so hard because it tenses up my tummy each time I sneeze.

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Into my 7th day (on and off) of spotting now, it's usually less than half a teaspoon [entire day], sometimes, one teaspoon. From light brown, it has become dark brown spotting. I still have the same sensation; cramping, hiccups, slightly queasy, backaches. This waiting is killing me.

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Into my 12th day (on and off) of spotting now, my temperature maintains at a consistent high. 36.9 something. I realised the darkening in between my legs (near the thigh area).